Friday, March 11, 2022

 

The Incarnated Judge



How firm you are in your seat of eternity,

Your monument of everlastingness!

It is filled with offerings of food,

It contains every good thing.

Your ka is with you,

It does not leave you,

O Royal Seal-bearer, Great Steward, Nebankh!

Yours is the sweet breath of the north wind!

So says his singer who keeps his name alive,

The honorable singer Tjeniaa, whom he loved,

Who sings to his ka every day. (Lichtheim, Middle Kingdom, 194).”


Pharaohs have sung those words for the souls crossing their way to eternity!

Demolishing arts, violence, wars, and death in life have become utter absurdity!

 Since dawn, the theatre’s gown has been worn out by the screens of modernity.

And what the Romans and the Pharaohs did has been just heritage by human ingenuity!

 

Many years later, the story told about Chaucer, tells how uncertain is purity!

 

I.      Act 1:

“I won’t take my mask off! These are my last hours on earth! I want to be featureless! You’ve loved me when I was featureless; you’ve left me when I was featureless! We all hide things, and we all show what we can only reveal; after the resurrection, we won’t look the same, we will be far more beautiful if we played well the game”

These were the last words Mr. Chaucer said!

  It was sunset time in April 2040 when Mr. Chaucer entered the court. Two years ago, a plague outbroke, and all the people in East Norway had to wear shields to protect themselves. Yet, Mr. Chaucer had put a black mask on his face covering his eyes for many years. No one ever has known his real features, except for his old beloved fiancée. He tried to bury such love with his old-forgotten features after their breakup! Yet, he has never forgotten her, Louisa.

    On that day, when he entered the court, as he was a Judge before being promoted to be a minister, he tried to give freedom to all his suppressed emotions and thoughts by pronouncing them. He walked stealthily inside, but he had such self-composure to stop his provoking thoughts inside to be fair and square. He has to be professional despite all he has been through, and the plethora of emotions overwhelming him.

The first case he had to deal with was tackling domestic violence. During the lockdown in the plague, a husband beat his wife several times and tried to shoot her after their discussion and quarrel about why he cheated on her, and luckily, she did not die!

Mr. Chaucer to the husband: What was your motive to kill Sandra?

The husband: I had zero motive to kill her, or even cheat on her, I was livid and blind!

Mr. Chaucer: However, she proved that you were not loyal through submitting legal documents and the cameras in your house showed you hit her several times and tried to shoot her.

The husband: I totally lost my temper as my love faded and I got bored, but I never intended to kill her at all.

Mr. Chaucer at this moment had a shiver and started to preach to men in the court:

Prison is freedom. I have been hidden to accommodate my anxieties, bad temper, and sins and feel free. We can always hide, but we must confess at one time or another. We must feel peace when we confess our wrong deeds. In the lockdown, many families became happier as they discovered how intimate and kind, as well as blessed they are. Other men, who are blind, kept on beating their wives and could not bear to be in the same house together. Chaucer started to cry and confessed that he cheated on his fiancée many years ago, and despite the fact that he was always free, he felt imprisoned without her love. Since then, he kept his mask on, and he couldn’t take it off! He also felt free when he confessed his sins and hid his features. He wanted to be judged upon his deeds, or not being judged at all... He was always caught in this dilemma that he wanted to quit his job as a judge as he felt he is just a human being with flaws and he cannot judge! He was jolted out of his thoughts to listen to the husband shouting!

The husband: You should set me free. We all have our sins!

Chaucer: You are again rushing without reason. It is true that we all sin, but have you learnt anything?! Your ego is controlling your mind, and you defend the unreasonable common social mistakes!

The husband: I love her no more, and I will divorce her.

Chaucer: If you do not love her. You both depart without any harm. You are mistaken, and we will reach a lawful verdict after deliberation!

   All the attendees felt how angry Mr. Chaucer was albeit his concealed features; his inner pain was vivid in his voice! Half an hour later, the husband was sent to jail to stay there for two years.

   The next day, Mr. Chaucer had a one-of-a-kind issue that a man spread negative vibes and caused depression to many people via social media platforms which led to long depression episodes for many citizens around  Norway and affected their immunity.

Chaucer to Jack: Why have you posted false news and fabricated images of war victims on the borders?

Jack: That was true, yet the media doesn’t show that. Facebook always gives vibrant vibes and omits real life for the sake of limiting violence. Truths are altered and evil is always victimized! The truth is removed because they claim it’s a “sensitive content”!  

Chaucer: Have you been there to judge?

Jack: Actually, I belong to a mixed-race city; I am one of those who got evacuated from their homes and got detached from their families. I lived in abject poverty and hazardous peril all the time. Sir, if you know your vision can see as long as the horizon is unlimited, I cannot unleash my vision longer than a second or further than a meter. I belong to an occupied country; a long-living land, but perished dying souls, despite audacity.




After hearing such words, Chaucer felt perplexed and deeply agonized; he could not overcome his trauma when he joined the army many years ago. He knows well what is the meaning of injustice! He knows well when all the lands are bereft of all colours, and just daunted by grey, black and red! Norway, now, has restrained rules against negativity and dystopian thoughts. Yet, it is totally dystopian not to reach a resolution in conflicts and not to defend yourself in unfair situations; it is totally misleading!

At such a moment, Chaucer imagined that he died and that he met another wiser judge, Rakan...

II.    Act 2

Rakan was smiling and welcomed Chaucer to soothe him; he knew well how his overthinking was killing, and how he wanted justice for everyone in a world controlled by worldly unfair rules, interests, and grudges! No one has further vision beyond death, and no one knows the whole truth, other than death!

Chaucer -scared- : Hi! Who are you?!

Rakan: I am a former judge from Egypt who died in 332 B.C. when Alexander the Great conquered Egypt. My name is Rakan, and I know you are Chaucer and you are a judge too. I won’t ask you how is Earth, because I know it is still in a state of turmoil... Half the nature’s soul is already resting here because of human abuse in all its forms.

From here, we can see far better and judge everything, because we have a better vision here!

Chaucer was really frightened at this moment that his heart missed a beat .. Rakan felt that apprehensive feeling in Chaucer’s eyes and shivered involuntarily...

 Calmly, Rakan said, “Here there is no fear; we are in absolute peace! All the dead rest in peace... You know... Let me introduce to you my friend, Aaru, who died in Kadesh Battle in 1274 BC which led to the world’s first recorded peace treaty... His birthday is today, the day he died, he was reborn into a totally new world!”

Chaucer suddenly felt relaxed after reflecting on Raman’s words: Hi Aaru! Happy birthday! You seem very happy; would you tell me your wish?   

Aaru: Welcome Chaucer! We better listen to Neferhotop and Tjeniaa singing first on the Harper’s song for my birthday!..

O tomb, you were built for festivity,

You were founded for happiness!

How firm you are in your seat of eternity,

Your monument of everlastingness!

It is filled with offerings of food,

It contains every good thing.

Happy birthday to a pure soul!

Resurrected from the world’s growl!

Chaucer felt goosebumps and was happy to listen more, but Rakan and Aaru broke into gales of laughter.. hahahaa.. hahahaaaaaa

Aaru: This cake, the food offering we have today is more than enough... I wonder why we sought more on Earth!

Rakan: Same philosophy! Why do we all have all these battles and grudges to occupy other lands or die while setting free other lands. War is always pointless!

Chaucer: This cake is really beautiful! Yet, I want to ask you to help me reach a resolution in a confusing case on Earth! You, also, haven’t told me about your wish!

Aaru and Rakan: We know your question and we think we have answered you!  It’s our wish too!

 

Jolted out of his reverie, Chaucer was crying and laughing! Such mixed feeling touched a breeze in his soul! Later, he could find a loophole in the dystopian laws to set Jack free, aiming that his word reaches out and sets his country free; what is built on falsehood is false itself; war is pointless!

Chaucer kept on treading lightly in the rain singing!

War is pointless!

Our moment of everlastingness!

Comes after Resurrection!

Where on earth is the meaningful Affection!

He was as happy and as fresh as a baby and so matured in that moment of epiphany!

Chaucer felt how a song, a piece of art was liberating his soul, how his unleashed imagination emancipated him from his dilemma; how history was mistaken to propagate for more wars, and how art tried to bring peace. How old Aaru which means peace in pharaonic language, and old Rakan which means wisdom in Arabic had a traumatic experience on Earth, but they were brought back to their meaningful artistic baby names in the afterlife.

He wondered silently! Silence makes us much miserable on Earth! Once we decide not to feel in order not to be hurt, we decide to die! Once we decide not to see the beauty and be much more practical, we decide to die! Once we decide not to call for our long-sought rights, we decide to surrender, and die!

He thought he wanted to breathe, but he had his mask on! He remembered he cannot feel! He remembered his broken promises to Louisa, and how pain is nagging inside his chest… To detach himself from such poignancy; to increase the ignorance of his feelings, he remembered how people are dying around from the plagues and wars, and that sooner or later, we will all celebrate with Aaru if we really understand the message of how life goes!

The next day, Chaucer went to the court to meet Karma’s cast, an inspiring modern theatre troupe of young actresses and actors, who decided not to be silent and file a lawsuit against Ivy, a director who plagiarized their latest show.

  Chaucer: We have checked all the presented documents and pieces of evidence, and there is a real act of plagiarism. Karma, would you like to add anything?

 Karma: we presented today other documents for the director’s history of plagiarism and we would like to call for the rights of other young artists he stole their work because they weren’t famous enough!

(It was well-known for Chaucer that he never wasted time or postponed a verdict; he always investigated well every case before each trial)

Chaucer: Yes, we investigated well and it is proved that not only Ivy plagiarized the young artists’ work, but many others, and we will raise their files to the supreme court. Now, Ivy, tell us your motives behind copying others’ works, especially Karma’s...

Ivy: I wanted to seek fame and there is telepathy of course... Ideas are everywhere, and if I do not steal them, someone else will steal them!

Karma: No one is allowed to steal!

Chaucer: Karma, you are not allowed to speak now. Yet, you are right! Ivy, you have no logic in your defense and your words are pointless which proves how you lack the creativity of good wording! You confessed that you steal adding to all the pieces of evidence...

Karma: he also plagiarized our paintings, ornamentation, and music, not only the ideas!

Chaucer: I told you, you are not allowed to speak, because we already know you are right; I admire your original idea that you perform theatre to revolt against injustice and wars... Your artistic theatre in the streets is valuable and original. Such poignant art touches our souls and depicts the wars, environmental, and social issues around the world in an easy-reaching way. We must have a court to fight against nature’s crimes. We must have a court to eliminate thoughts crimes. Indeed, Your marching revolting theatre has presented powerful shows; it reached out and shows how Ivy’s work is a fraud. You are rightful Karma and you must gain back your right.

Chaucer sent Ivy to prison for 7 years, and called to raise the penalty against plagiarism and to revive, fund, and support young artists; it’s not fame that supports talent, but it’s the talent that is vividly seen!

   The next week, Chaucer, had an unprecedented trial with the prime minister. Citizens revolted against high taxation and low salaries. This was not the problem, but the government imprisoned two activists who called for the revolution. The mob was choked with rage and asked Chaucer, as he gained fame for his justice, to set a trial and free the activists!  

Chaucer: Mr. Alfrothul why did you order to imprison the activists and why did you raise the taxes, while the law amendments, set 10 years ago, allow the freedom of expression, forbid poverty, negativity, and burdens of all kinds? Weren’t those your policies to keep happiness in Norway, and hide the real-world tragedies?   

Mr. Alfrothul: We always work for the sake of the citizens. In prison, there is freedom sometimes!

Chaucer: So, if I send you to prison, you will be free?

Mr. Alfrothul: I have to rule and control the situation; some people are not as important as others.

Chaucer: No, all lives matter!

 Mr. Alfrothul: We need money and power to rule the country.

Chaucer: That’s greed and unlawful lethal power! You must step down, now!

Mr. Alfrothul: I will set the activists free and will not impose extra taxes! I will try to manage, though it is a must; greed brings development!

Chaucer: Greed is negative, and “negativity” is forbidden according to your laws! Thanks for the confession! Your arrogance made you feel you are still in power. Actually, you are proved guilty and we have already set the activists free. Sadly, no second chances! We amended the law, that any minister who makes any mistake is terminated!

Chaucer was nominated to be the Prime Minister after the news of this trial went viral, but he refused! He wanted to be a judge and work on his inner conflicts as a human being...  He couldn’t stop thinking of his love Louisa, and of Rakan and Aaru and how peaceful would it be to join the leagues of love and peace!

   Chaucer became a world-renowned judge... One day, he invited different political organizations to Oslo for a secret trial! The media kept investigating the reason behind such a secret trial that is going to be revealed at a political conference in 10 hours. No one could know the secret, it was like Chaucer’s hidden features until a certain moment.

 III.   Act 3

After ten hours, Chaucer stood in front of everyone in the court and started to talk.

Chaucer: Mr. War, tell us your motives to outbreak daily, especially in occupied lands, civil wars, killing civilians, and destroying lands with nuclear bombs?

A voice of fear replied, a disappearing apparition, an unknown fog of dust and ashes appeared vaguely: I am an old criminal and enemy; typical as viruses were older than humans, I am older than their psyche. They fail to suppress me and stay lawful. They fail to be satisfied with what they have. They fail to control their hatred towards other ethnic groups. They fail to suppress their phobia and search for the truth behind stereotypes. They feed me to grow and expand on their lands. They think that survival is for the fittest, and while killing to be a superpower, they kill their children too. I am not the criminal; it is their greed that creates me. I could have perished in nature if they kept the natural maps of lands and human features untouched!

That dust and voice suddenly disappeared and it became freezing cold!

Chaucer didn’t want to have a long trial or endless negotiations with the invited organizations which were terribly scared. They haven’t ever expected this trial and they have already signed papers to give parts of their lands to refugees, but it was not identified how much of it, and all signed for the curiosity of knowing the secret! They thought it is a fun game!

However, Chaucer announced that each of the attendees must donate 70% of their lands to war victims after confessing all war crimes, or call for the withdrawal of any occupier worldwide!

Within one month, Chaucer could bring back the old natural map of the world without any occupied land, or any land suffering from the aftermath of any revolution! The rich countries supported the poor to kick out poverty without any debt because those poor countries were originally rich before the occupation, revolutions, cultural phobias, ethnic clearance, hatred, environmental damage, and enslavement!

Chaucer wanted deeply to take everyone to Aaru to show them how peaceful moments are really significant. Chaucer’s peace treaty in Oslo became very remarkable, and he was awarded by environmental organizations, as ending wars decreased drastically pollution and long-lived the historical trees in many lands.

Chaucer was not happy about all that; still, his human nature and his feeling of self-blame were overwhelming. He has not ever thought of taking off his mask. His dilemma of loneliness, as he misses the love of his life, because of his own mistakes, was really disquieting! He has always felt he cannot be rewarded as long as he is sinful! He could not ever forgive himself, and he wished Louisa could forgive!    

--- In another reverie and deeply within such self-dilemma, Chaucer met Mr. Motive. Deeply, within a mind-and-soul trial for the evil side in humans, he questioned false concepts with Mr. Motive, “Why do you grow inside humans, while in eternity you are demolished!”

Mr. Motive: The human psyche is based on triggers; I am the walking monster to make your legs move. Why have you cheated on Louisa? Isn’t it your desire to own more and try more to be moved more and more?

Chaucer: I was blind, and I cannot remember but fog on my eyes.

Mr. Motive: You could have suppressed such desire as you could bear up with your mask. It needs faith and courage; you weren’t courageous enough to face the temptation!

Chaucer: I cannot bear such self-blame anymore; I will always keep my mask on!

Mr. Motive: I have urged you a lot to talk to Louisa, have you?

Chaucer: Yes! I did... I even talk to her ghosts around!

Mr. Motive: You have not tried enough! You can try again... You can forgive yourself first to give space for her forgiveness to sprout... We are all human beings and we all sin... God forgives, and so humans must do.  If forgiveness does not exist while you were sincere, then there was no understanding from the beginning... You made a mistake- true!  Forgive yourself and move on... Otherwise, you will be committing a crime against your soul. Here, your evil side is ruling you to destruct yourself. How many times have you thought of death?!

Chaucer: Many times.. suicides!

Mr. Motive: Control me .. Send me to the prison of your mask. The other side of death is never greener if you don’t plant trees here. Your mask is a compromise; it is a grey area! Paint your motives, rather, with a flamboyant will.

Chaucer wanted to be in the shoes of criminals. It was a moment of emancipation! He wrote another e-mail to Louisa, but he did not receive a reply! His anxiety haunted him and he thought he must take off the mask... Yet, will he do it?

Chaucer started writing about Law and psychology as an interdisciplinary subject in news articles in Norway; this gained extra fame. The more he feels unable to move on, the more he writes to help people lead a better life... He was nominated to be the minister of well-being, but he didn’t give a word regarding that! His dilemma kept on haunting him and made him always feel inadequate!

Later, in the spring, a pharmacist from Africa was sent to jail. She was responsible for the production line of mental-health bills and the artificial colours coating the bills proved to cause cancer.  What was really questionable about such a case was that Arwa, the pharmacist was really qualified, as she studied at Oxford and she has a brilliant career record. It is the first case to be filed against her, and after investigation, it was proved that she has been subjected to racial comments, while she had never fought back for the fear of losing her job! Chaucer saw Rakan again in a blink of an eye... He recalled his sunny features and delved into a featureless moment!

Chaucer: Arwa, what were the chemical components you added to the medicine?

Arwa: It is the same we use every time, and actually according to my recent research, the colour additives are extracted from Arabian natural plants that make you relax. The vivid new colours bring emotional peace rather and motivate the patients to take the medicine regularly to pass any obstacles they feel in the early stages of medication?

Chaucer: We read your research and we examined the early specimens and they were safe. However, the newly modified ones are not safe and cause tumors.

Arwa: It is proven that I had a vacation for a month and I could not monitor the production line for a while.

Chaucer: Thanks Arwa! We have a couple of questions for your assistant.

Jane: I don’t know why I am here! I have been working in the company before Arwa came and I have never caused any trouble!

Chaucer: Jane, you are not accused of anything... We just want to know your opinion about cultural diversity, and if you would like to visit Africa one day?

Jane: I think Norway is safer and I do not like travelling! I am rather dedicated to my work.

Chaucer: I can see that; your fear made your passport empty. We tracked a shipment that arrived in your company and the handwriting analyst in the forensic investigation proved that you received it and that you forged Arwa’s signature. This material received proved to be part of the latest chemical component.

Jane: I have not done this!

Chaucer: Well! This was not the only evidence! Your fingerprints were there on some of the equipment related to Arwa; I think your gloves were cut and your anxiety, which you take medicine for from the company made you unable to think well!

Jane: - felt in trouble- I am not alone; the manager also knows, as we weren’t comfortable about Arwa and her recent successful research threatened my position!

Chaucer: We knew it. According to the anti-discrimination laws in Norway, you and your manager will be sent to prison for 2 years and your pharmaceutical career will be terminated.

Chaucer was sad that laws that prohibit apartheid, segregation, and racial comments on all scales take a long time to develop. He was sad that he cannot stop crimes of harassment and rape and he could not offer the poor a hand in order not to be criminals .. Feeling his heart heavy all the time, and that he cannot be a judge anymore, he accepted to be the minister of well-being though his soul wasn’t made of gold!        

After some time in his new post, and for being known as generous and fair, he was invited to many occasions by the Norwegian citizens. Chaucer, one day, attended a funeral, and he started to hallucinate about seeing his fiancée. It was just the ghost of his passion and thoughts. Later, he attended a wedding and all the guests looked at him for his weird black mask! The bride reminded him of his fiancée again and he coincidently spilled the wine on her dress, as he lost consciousness out of a sudden!

     “I could not bear the burden of love and sin anymore, I could not bear the paradox of a seemingly happy and fair, but really a remorseful dull person; I cannot give more; more is less for me after such a long time in agony,” Chaucer said those last words after confessing his sin once more in the hospital. At that time, he saw Louisa, but it was for real. He heard her voice for the last time, but she could not see his faithful face. People change, but it may be too late!

“R.I.P. Chaucer, may God forgive you!” Louisa said while touching his features!

……………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

After the final scene, a poem will be recited, as an epilogue to commemorate good deeds and art with a contemporary dance and theatre avant-garde performance.

The dance is performed via many characters of different backgrounds depicting disparities, as they take off the mask from the judge, and it splits in their hands to grow into different masks. Then, they will unite as one body making a double symbol of the theatre stage, on the one hand, and the tomb of all the equally dead people, on the other hand. Then, a person stands over the tomb (also the theatre) but is resurrected to take his well-earned bow. Multiple messages are left for the audience to interpret and the epilogue shall arouse a plethora of feelings. Music, costumes, and lighting must be well-considered to depict the tone and the mood.

 


IV. Epilogue

 Shrinking humans, shrieking voices ;

Perished souls, revived signs;

Since dawn, with what has gone,

The land was constant despite ruins.

 

Surely that face was Chaucer’s;

The imagined in many clouds in the sky,

And on Earth of many judges,

Fair or not; numinous are souls when they die!

 

What is left, an old manuscript,

A painting in a tomb, a mystery in a womb

Of a dying dream or a legend encrypted

Of pieces of clothes or rags of truths woven by a loom.

 

Lands are kept unidentified,

While features were denied;

Children grew and died,

And Earth as mothers cried!

 

Genocides and wars don’t have judges,

Neither hatred, ignorance, or grudges.


What is left? What is warm?

Any touching art and any memory to strive;

To build more memories vivid in brains, not in an archive;

Photos and videos as Rosetta carve profoundly our life! 

 

 And what carves our soul; a kiss with unforgettable feature;

A hug that brings to the world, a baby creature;

A new fair soul, needless for a judge, striving for a pure adventure.

What is left? Is it love and Aaru’s songs in his eternal theatre!       

 

And with a kiss the world shall see Chaucer through her eyes;

where his soul and features melt! Where love never dies!

What is only revived is the chasm between the fleeting laughter and pain!

What only revives us is the sincere love that we, afterlife, can regain!  


Written by: Chaïmaà Moukhtar

 April 2021 



 

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